| finally home |
[Wednesday November 23rd, 2005 @ 2:04am] |
i arrived home today. all i can say is that i LOVE being home. its kinda weird tho. ur gone for so long. this not ur only home anymore. u develop ur own home at school, with your new friends, new school, a new life. i can say that i was a bit shaky about being away from everyone. going to a school that barely anyone went to. and its about 3 hours away. yes it was hard, and yes i thought about coming home. but then i realized that in a strange way i like being away. its nice to get away from things. having my new life at grand valley is awesome. the people ive met, most importantly roomie and vally :), couldn't make my experience any better. i love them. and without them i dont think i would be able to survive. my whole hall likes going to the club :) real ones that is, even tho we still have some youngins' on the floor, we are still able to go downtown. next year will be even more fun. getting the brand new apartments copperbeech h105 baby! def the place to live next year. its gonna be sweet. and im rooming with none other, my loves kaianne and vally. i cant wait...
people still get to me on how they continue to try to ruin things. we are ecstatic. dont bother in trying to mess it up. wont work.
as with the girls basketball team, congratulations ladies! so very proud of you guys. im coming to ur game on wed vs inkster. u best tear it up!
ive been reading profiles and entries and i think everyone, just a little bit, can admit to missing high school. the social and friend aspect that is. its weird not seeing the same people you've known for 4 straight years. i guess going our seperate ways is a test to how good those friends really are. you no longer have to pretend to befriend people. its hard when your close friends split. for sure. but its also awesome when u get to come home on breaks like this to catch up on everything thats been happening :)
when i came home today, my dad handed me a set of keys. to my new liberty :) that was fucking awesome. me and mike named her gisele cuz shes sexy. i was thinkin more of a white raced name. but dont get me wrong, luwanda will forever be in our memories.
mike of course came over tonight :) it seems like whatever little petty arguments we have, the point and meaning of them all go away when i see him. always seem to fall harder everytime i see him..
tomorrow i get to hang out with fran and erika!!! we are gonna go to the girls bball game! wahoo! aww we cant wear our hype squad shirts nemore :(..nomore student section. hello parent section. im sleepin in 2morrow getting a mani and pedi then chilllllllinnn then dinner. then game. i say we should just go to echo for the hell of it. i mean.. at least drive by.. haha.
oscar is HUGE. jess cant wait to see him. i get to see her too! me and her are gonna go to the rice game on friday. yeahhh lupo. i miss her too :(
maybe we could have a little reunion. dinner in birmingham sounds good.
its been real...
xoxo
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[Sunday October 30th, 2005 @ 9:00pm] |
friday mikey came and visited!! he got here around 230ish.. we hung around so he could meet roomie :) then we headed to the mall. he took me shopping :) then we went to see elizabethtown, eh. it was ok. the previews made it seem better. i almost fell asleep. the night only got better from there... :)
saturday we came back to the dorm n we took a long nap. then got ready n went to the football game. it was homecoming so it was a big deal with like fireworks n stuff. we played northern michigan. i thought of my butty roz :).. we killed them..it was iloike 45-3 at the 3rd quarter. we decided to leave then and went and saw another movie. we saw saw 2. and omg was it a good movie!! its a for sure go see. u guys will love it. got some taco bell, came back here and slept here :)
we woke up this morning at like 1230.. roomie's family came here last night and she spent the night with them at the hotel last night .. so when she came in we awoke. we talked n stuff then went to applebees for some lunch. then i decided to take him to the water. Lake Michigan. it was gorgeous. he liked it :)
the weekend couldn't have gotten any better. it was amazing. and i will never forget it.
after he left i took a long nap then vally came home.. we updated each other on our weekends as we always do..i have this paper then i think im gnna watch a movie with roomie then call it a night.
ha. my mom sent up like 4 bags of JUNK FOOD. im blaming her if i gain weight. roomies parents brought a bunch of food too. i dont think we've ever had this much food in our room. its all stacked on the fridge.. vally has to move it all to make her soup lol
this weekend should go by pretty fast. i have no tests. only one paper due on thursday.
my mom, aunt , and cousins are coming this weekend :) im so excited to see them. then the next weekend mike is gonna see if he can come and visit again :) then the next weekend i go home for thanksgiving! i cant wait!
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[Wednesday October 26th, 2005 @ 1:17pm] |
10 months baby :)
i adore you bruggy
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| awesome night |
[Saturday October 22nd, 2005 @ 2:18am] |
me and kaianne went to the margarita grille club and it's the best time we've had soo far!
we were total hotties!!!!
i think im addicted to clubs now
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[Thursday October 20th, 2005 @ 12:13pm] |
i love my roomie and my part roome vally!!
nous sommes chaud des chiens.
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[Tuesday October 18th, 2005 @ 4:52pm] |
i freaked out and fell off my loft.
it hurt and i have marks to prove it but id have to say i havent laughed that hard in a long ass time.
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| i lovvvvvvvvvvvved this weekend |
[Sunday October 16th, 2005 @ 6:31pm] |
the weekend was pretty sweet id have to say :)
went to 2 high school basketball games. that was fun.
there wasnt anything really going on friday night with the girls :/.. i had a family party. mimi turned 80!! shes soo cool. i love her. mike drove me everywhere cuz i didnt have a car. the family only has the pacifica cuz the durango is still in the shop. we stayed at that party till about 12.. then me and mike just came back to my house and watched anchorman
"i like the way your put together.." hahaha
shopped all day saturday with the mommy
mike took me to this place for sweetest day that was sooooooo nice i couldnt stand it. he took me to the top of the ren center. 74th floor theres a restaurant that overlooks the river and u can see canada like the casinos and stuff :) we got to dress up! i was soo happy. and GUESS WHAT!!.. so yeah we are leaving this place right.. and who do we see walking in.. my brother adam and his gf. ya who knew right?!. out of all the places in the city to go adam takes megan to the same place mike takes me.. im still shocked...
mikey spent the night :) we watched kicking and screaming hahaha. will ferrel is our idol!
my overall rating for this weekend out of 10- a flippin 20!
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| ive come to a conclusion |
[Wednesday October 12th, 2005 @ 1:40am] |
it seems like people like to see people fail in a way.. if u notice..bad news travels faster than good. its better when something bad happens. theres more to talk about. its more interesting. u never hear about "omg they are so lucky" or "thats sweet how they are doing so well".. nahh no one likes to hear that. people like to hear "did u hear he talked to so and so?" or "did u hear that he asked her to come over the other night?" or "i wonder if sarah knows this?" its like give it a rest. maybe thats why i like college so much cuz here no one has drama. there is none. no one cares. everyones MATURE about shit. for one second i forgot why i was so excited towards leaving high school and going to college. people in high school will notice that when they graduate and finally get away from that shit.. they realize how much better they are off. for all you that "talk" please "shut up."
thats my conclusion.
xoxo :) haha
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[Tuesday October 11th, 2005 @ 6:35pm] |
well from the IM messages, phone calls, and facebook messages im sure most of you guys knew what happened. its amazing how bad news travels fast tho ya no? i just want to thank those for caring. it's sweet how when u go through such a sucky time you have not just your closest friends supporting you, but aquaintences as well helping you out. it means alot and its made this whole situation a lot better. checking my facebook, or messages left online saying "I LOVE YOU" or just "everything will be ok" makes me feel so good. people that im not even close with care about me and my situation, they gave their sympathy and follow it by "u can call me whenever you need me". the people that i didnt think even cared about what happens to me left those messages. its surprising actually. people say it kinda sucks how when something bad happens EVERYONE and their mother knows about it even if you didn't tell them. people tell people who tell people and thats when these randoms IM me saying sorry and such. i mean its kinda awkward but it actually helps. being in a sucky mood doesnt matter who talks to u whether its your best friends or random people, what they say to you helps you out.
everything is getting much better by the way..its not as bad as it seems..just a little misunderstanding.. :)
its all fine now tho..
love u guys
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[Monday October 10th, 2005 @ 1:10am] |
everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everythng happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason.
total 360
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[Sunday October 2nd, 2005 @ 9:28pm] |
so friday night me and val went to the girls volleyball game..um yeah.. they are amazing. made me wanna be them lol. after that we came back to my dorm and tried to decided what to do that night. first it was frat party, then it was go to western, then it was go to ferris, then it was go to olivet, then it goes to chillin in my dorm with our neighbors watching love and basketball talking about life lol. it was nice tho :) went to bed around 2. val slept in kaiannes bed cuz her roomate had visitors. we woke up at like 10 saturday morning to go tanning lol. chilled around until i had to leave around 330 for state to see my lovers :) i got there around 8-830. nick katie and mike came and picked me up from the station :) i was sitting in the station waiting for them and then all of a sudden my 6'4" handsome, piece of work, boyfriend, michael george bruggeman, walked through the door with the cutest smirk on his face and hugged me like he hasnt seen in like 5 months. i stood there hugging him for about 10 minutes. and to think i just saw him last weekend too... how the hell am i gonna feel now that im not going to see him for 3 or more weeks ? :( yea i dont want to think about it.. so ANYWAYS..we then went to erikas and frans.. saw them :) and chilled there for a bit. nick and katie dropped me and mike off so we could get ready to go out to reddits... got ready and such then went out around 10-1030.. me and mike ended up spending the night in katies dorm with her and nick cuz fran and erika had like 4 people sleeping in their room. it was nice tho cuz i got to sleep with my baby :) i know that i say i love him all the time.. but i do :) hes good for me. i need him. even though we are 2 hours away, its working and i love that. i can study and pay attention to school here cuz if he was here then i dont think i would be doing very well. and its soo sweet how we can meet up halfway at state to see each other :) im not going to see him for awhile but that'll just make it that much more sweeter when we see each other again.
"im in love! im in love! and i dont care who knows it..."- will ferrel in the movie ELF
it was a good weekend... thanks erika and fran. AGAIN :) i love u guys
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[Thursday September 29th, 2005 @ 10:22pm] |
well me, vally, and kaianne are going to be proud owners of our brand spankin new 3 story apartment, with a clubhouse, shopping mall, and we each have our own room which is huge with our own bathrooms, a kitchen, a living area, and a bonus room which is going to be the party room. i am soo excited for next year now! ahhh!!! lifes gonna be freakin sweet next year. we move in on june 30th so we'll have parts of the summer just to chlll and party :):):):):)
im so happy right now its not even funny...
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[Sunday September 25th, 2005 @ 7:30pm] |
this weekend was soo fun i cant mean to tell you guys...
i came home thursday cuz i wanted to spend the night with the rents cuz i knew friday and saturday night was all about being with the friends and stuff.
friday came a long and i slept in :) waited for dad to get home from work.. he took a half day so i would have a car since adam has mine now..i went and got my nails and toes done :) came home and went with mom to go and try to find shoes. we had about 5 pair all of which matched horribly lol. got a shirt and aviators from american eagle and mom got a cool new phone cover. i saw sooo many foley people at the mall it was weird. then i got home, showered, then met fran erika and jackie at caribou to go to the game. we tend to arrive late but we were a little too late cuz fran had to like sprint to the field cuz it was already halftime and she needed to give the crown away, congrats colleen :), i parked like flippin 3 miles away and i walked to foley by myself until mikey came and met me up looking cute as ever :) the game was super packed. more packed then last year. maybe its cuz they got like 100 new students ?? who knows but it was fun seeing everyone :) after that we were to good ol coney on main st like old time and ate with everyone. the nazi was still there swearing at people. but we stillll go there even tho we get treated like crap haha. then we went to boussies which was all the college kids :) that was sweet too. i drove dave back to mikes chilled there for about a half hour and came home..
saturday came along and mom woke me up at like 9.. who knows why. my hair appt was at 11:30. we got there a little early to look at shoes. and yes i found the perfect ones :) they were brown from aldos and omg they were soo cool but such a killer lol. got my hair done..i didnt like it at first and i was afraid to tell him i didnt like it .. so my mom talked to him and his assistant whos my age fixed it up for me so it looked sweet. after hair i went to chanel and got my makeup done which looked sweet. after that mom took me to maggianos to have a salad cuz we havent eaten.. came home..chilled.. then got ready for the dance :) i got to mikes around 5 and he looked soo handsome.. everyone started coming around 530 and they all looked soo nice. the limo then picked us up and we went to whitneys for more pictures.. then to papa vinos which was yummy :) then to the dance. i dont think i had that much fun dancing at a dance before. me and mike were doin roxbury moves ahahaha it was soo fun and he couldnt believe that fact that i was fetting him to dance fast. its cuz he loves me :).. we left a little early cuz the guys wanted to go to mikes house. everything was set up soo nice.. the b's are sweet :).. we didnt get to bed around 5 cuz thats the usual when theres a big sleepover and everyone likes to wake up 4 hours later haha.
sunday morning we woke up around 930. sweet! the b's had breakfast for us and we just chilled in the backyard. it was nice and i dont think i laughed that hard for that long is a long ass time. i loved it :)... i came home around 1230 then got ready to go have lunch with mimi, aunt aunnie, and aaron. it was nice seeeing them :) then came home packed up and started heading towards my other home. i slept most of the way until we got in front of the arch and got into a 4 car car accident... ya tell me about it. freaked me out. im still like shookin up from it :/ im just tired and want to go to bed but i have to finish this math project i have to study for math too but that can wait till 2 morrow morning...
i love you all.. and all u seniors.. u guys rock!!!!
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| your in my mind baby...now and always... |
[Monday September 19th, 2005 @ 6:57pm] |
today went by pretty fast which is good. its cool outside so thats even better.
i decided that im coming home on thursday instead of friday. im skipping my class on friday anyways so mom is gonna come pick me up after her work so i can spend thursday night with the parentals since friday and saturday night are basically with friends.
im excited. my mom made my appt for my hair and makeup :) ha its not even my dance and i'm excited. wahoo!
i have my first test in criminal justice on wednesday and i have this math project due monday but im doing it tonight and 2 morrow cuz i AM NOT doing any homework over the weekend.
i think i might visit my family on friday like during the day. i miss them too. i wanna go shoppin too. maybe find something to wear for the night.
next weekend is family weekend so my parents are coming here to spend the weekend with me :)
me and kaianne are doing this workout excersise class tonight. its call core express and we do it for an hour. ha. we'll see how long we last. but hey we are determined to lose weight we even have signs up next to the junk food saying "do u want to be fat?" haha its kinda weird but hey it worked for me today lol
its time to nap. everyone takes naps but us. so we're gonna take one. goodnite
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| very good day |
[Friday September 16th, 2005 @ 6:43pm] |
i had only one class today then my dad came and visited me! he took me out to lunch and shopping and to meijers to load up the fridge then we came back here and chilled and talked for awhile.. he left around 630ish. i miss my parents being around all the time. my dad cried when leaving me :( and i started to but we made a joke and we laughed instead :) ill see them in a week
when he left me and val went tanning.. and we look like babes.
we're going out tonight then 2 morrow leaving around 3 to go to state for the night.
much better mood then i was earlier in the week. i guess u just have to give it time.
im joining a sorority :) yayyyy im gonna be a sorority girllll wahoo!
iloveyoualot..alotalot
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[Thursday September 15th, 2005 @ 10:50pm] |
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im excited for this weekend
friday my dad is coming to visit me cuz he has a meeting in muskegon, so hes gonna stop by and take me shopping and take me out to dinner :) i miss him alot. this will be nice..
im chillin with vally this weekend cuz roomie is going home. vally's taking me to this party then on saturday we are heading to state around 2 to party there saturday night. i cant party with my lovers fran and erika though cuz they are going home for the weekend :( but im gonna stay with katie and nick and my baby is coming too :) i love seeing him. it gets me through this.
having no homework feels great. i don't have anything due till like the 26th.
i cant wait till homecoming next weekend :). seeing everyone at the football game. you all better go. then i get to go to some dance with this loser. he feels cool for taking me :) i never get tired of dances. he said he'll fast dance with me. that should be interesting...haha
ok i took this thing and look at these results..
come on now...
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| what a good weekend :) |
[Sunday September 11th, 2005 @ 7:19pm] |
i was debating whether or not to go by myself to visit fran and erika at state... i made a few phone calls...talked to my brother and he said that i should go because he was going up there for the weekend :) so i took a bus downtown. took another one to central station. then took a greyhound to state where fran met me up :). i still cant really believe i did it. i felt pretty rebellious lemme tell ya. there was ALOT of weird people on those buses but i just minded my own business listening to my ipod.
fran met me up at the stop. then i went to their dorm and saw erika! we chilled around and got ready for the night. we went down on grand river to go to parties. we went to grillo's sisters house party. it was soo weird.. everywhere u go u see people u know. its pretty sweet. we wandered around to another house. drank a little there then had a taco bell run which was AMAZING.. then we walked back and crashed.
on saturday we woke up and went to the game :) i sat with josephine and carmen and erika and fran had corner blitz seats so they couldnt sit with us. we had pretty good seats tho.. right on the rail with no one in front of us. we left at halftime cuz it was soooooo hot out. we went back to the room.. ordered pizza that we waited 2 hours for lmao and erika called papa johns about 10 times got hung up about 3 of the times then finally 2 hours came around and we got our FREE pizza :). yeah erikas the shit. her bitchin got us pizza and breadsticks :). but before we got out pizza the sweetest thing happened. i was just chillin with erika watchin the movie channel and mike and isaiah come around the corner!!!!! i was SO EXCITED. i like screamed. i was soo happy to see my baby! now i only have to wait like 2 weeks to see him again. i love him so much. hes perfect for me :). so he got there and we all got ready to go this party with reddit. it was so fun. we drank... alot.. stayed at reddit and adams apartment and passed totally out. it was awesome :)
thanks again erika n fran for letting me stay with you. def had a good time. i love u guys so much.
overall weekend rating = 10 !!!!
today i left at like 2 to come back home. i got home around 5:30-6. and im dead.
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| here by me- 3 doors door |
[Tuesday September 6th, 2005 @ 11:58pm] |
"Here By Me"
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
i love you
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| "absence makes the heart grow fonder"- my dad |
[Monday September 5th, 2005 @ 6:29pm] |
so this long weekend has been awesome so fair. mostly hanging with my dad and mike these past few days which ok by me. they are the coolest and only men in my life that i love like crazy.
friday i had one class at 12 and it ended 50 min later. afterwards i went ad packed and met ashley so we could go home :) i slept in the car which made it go by faster. we got home in about 2 in a half hours. my dad picked me up from her house and right when he saw me gave me this huge hug. i was finally home. right after i went to the cell phone place and got that all taken care of. then came home and my dad had to go to a funeral visiting thing so my mike came over. when i saw him i cried. u don't realize how much u miss someone so much until u see them. i practically jumped on him and we hugged for 10 minutes :). we chilled here for a bit then went and saw deuce bigalow. lmao. it was pretty funny. but stupid funny. after that we just came back here and watched anchorman and cuddled :)
saturday i woke up and i went and got my hair colored and cut. i got 2 inches off! it feels weird. it looks short to me. its like at my shoulders. wen i got home i went out to dinner with my dad leon and susie up at buddy's. it was nice seeing them :). then mike came over. we went to birmingham or so we thought. katie had called me and she was with nick and they were gonna go to beirut palace in royal oak. i have wanted to go there sooo bad and so we went to nicks and got there. i had always wanted to smoke a hooka. we got a strawberry one. it was sweet. the first one sucked but the second one was sweet. i did the best job smokin it out of everyone. i felt like snoop dog. its weird cuz i felt like i was doing something illegal. but nope. totally legal :). then us 4 spent the night at katies which was sweet. her rents were outta town so we had the place to ourselves. it was really nice i got to sleep with my baby :)
sunday morning rolls around and mike wakes me up and then he takes me home. he had dropped me off cuz my dad had wanted to take me to lunch. it's nice being able to spend quality time with him. after lunch at champs with my dad i went to mikes to go shopping at somerset. i had to pick out a dress for his homecoming and i wanted to get burberry london perfume cuz i don't really have any. we wondering about and ran into nick and katie again lol. walked around with them. i found the PERFECT dress. when i tried it on mike goes "u look like a movie star" so i guess that was THE dress. after the mall i went home and chilled with my dad. he took me to starbucks where we talked for about an hour just about relationships, school, everything. then he dropped me off at mikes where he had a little night planned :) god i love him. we went back to my house.. watched some tv then he went home.
this morning i woke up and went back to the mall with my dad. i needed to pick up my dress cuz i put it on hold yesterday and he wanted to go shopping and get some shirts n stuff. we ate lunch at j alex's then went to marshall fields and picked out some shirts for him. then we went to heidis and i got home hair styling stuff then to bcbg to pick up my dress :).after the mall we came home and i went to rams horn to meet up fran isaiah and sam. i was so happy to see them. they are soo sweet. chilled there for awhile then went to meet up jess at starbucks on hall road so i got a chance to see her :) came home to go drive with my dad to the airport to pick up my brother but he had slept through his flight so we didnt have to lol. i needed to tan so i just went to about 5 different tanning spots but they are closed!!! ahh!
tonight my mom comes home :) i havent seen her all weekend. and tomorrow shes gonna take me shopping. i head back to gv around 5.
even though ive only been gone a week i can already see things changing. when they say people kinda fall apart or go their seperate ways they def do and ive noticed it.
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| NEW PHONE |
[Saturday September 3rd, 2005 @ 4:51pm] |
hey guys i got a new phone. i have a different number also.
1-586-864-7208
direct connect-131*743102*13
:)
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